all i can ever do is
hold things inside
not now how to get rid
of all the pain
that i feel
and everything that has ever
happened to me
but can't and people thing that i know how
when i just don't
and it harts sometimes to think about
letting it go
but you never now
and all is hart and pain stays in there
and when it gets to the point that
i can't hold it eney more
it comes out in ways that i don't like
and people that are my friends get
it or eney one that gets in my way
but i can't do that eney more its
just to hard now
don't wont to hold it in but
don't know how to get rid of it
i have been doing this for
along time
and now i wont it to stop
but don't know how
holding things inside
and it is ripping me up inside